SASHIMI
SASHIMI by Juliet Kono
You call
eating sashimi
primitive.
I slice pieces
from a slab
of my favourite fish,
abura shibi,
from Kekaulike Market.
Upon a blue plate,
on a bed of shredded daikon
and chiso leaves,
I fashion
thin, red slivers
of raw fish
into a pinwheel.
In the center of this wheel,
I place a dollop
of wasabi mustard,
into a flower cup
cut from a carrot.
I dissolve
the pungent mustard
into the shoyu sauce,
the aroma exciting
my ancestors –
they dance
on my tongue.
I pierce
a slice of fish
with a chopstick,
dip it into the sauce.
I close my eyes.
I let the smooth fish
slide over my teeth,
my tongue,
then swim down
my gullet.
I chase this fish
with a mouthful
of hot rice,
some green tea,
and smack my lips
in ancient noises
of satisfaction.
I take another piece.
Looking up,
I toast you
with this trembling
delicacy.
Soon you will come
to appreciate
the years
behind my palate.
And I am patient
as all love is patient,
for you will learn
as you once learned
with women –
to close your eyes
and take
flesh
to mouth.